Sunday, 25 July 2021

Basic Milk Tea Recipe, No Tapioca, (Could Be Made Dairy-Free As Well)

I've been slightly obsessed with Milk Tea lately and it's cold which is nice when it's so hot outside. Most recipes require a lot of ingredients so it was nice to find one that was basic. I dropped a couple ingredients, but it's still pretty much the original recipe. The actual original recipe link is here 

Ingredients for Milk Tea:

3 black tea tea-bags (Personally I've just been using Red Rose Orange Pekoe tea-bags)

2/3 cup boiling water

2 TBSP packed brown sugar

1 1/3 cup milk (or whatever kind of milk you'd prefer except coconut milk it changes the flavour too much)

Ice 

Instructions: 

Steep tea-bags in 2/3 cup boiling water for at least 5 minutes.

Squeeze the remaining liquid out of the tea-bags as you take them out and then stir in 2 TBSP packed brown sugar into the tea. Let this sit until it's room temperature or at least until it's significantly cooled down and then pour 1 1/3 cup milk into the sweetened tea solution. Add ice. And it's done.

*One trick that the original recipe had, if you want a stronger tea taste you could make ice out of strong brewed black tea and put that in instead of normal ice.


Saturday, 17 July 2021

More (Oddly Specific) Old Hollywood Trivia That I Didn't Know

 

In the 1910's through the 1920's roughly at least half of the silent movie directors were women (and some others were producers, and there were other jobs that they held). It was actually a surprisingly female dominated era considering (at least in that particular sphere). There were more female directors than there has been in all of film history apparently. Eventually they started getting pushed out after movies really took off, particularly with sound being incorporated, but for awhile it seemed to be a female dominated field. Obviously men did it too, it was just interesting to discover that we've never had that same sheer number of women in charge since then. According to some articles, particularly this 'The Atlantic' article, silent films were seen as more of an 'eccentric hobby' and weren't anything that would make serious money. WWI was also going on for part of the time, so there was probably more freedom than there was previously for women to be taking on these jobs. 


Lillian Gish (1893-1993) A Silent Movie Director
I don't know anything else about her currently.

Lucille Ball

I Love Lucy was one of the first sit-coms filmed with multiple cameras (and it was filmed in front of a live audience so the reactions were all genuine. Some of the laugh tracks from other things have been taken from the I Love Lucy audience reactions). Before that, shows were usually filmed with just one camera. It was the first show to show an interracial couple and the first one to have a pregnant woman play a pregnant woman even though they could not use the word 'pregnant'. Lucille and her husband did have a rocky marriage behind the scenes, particularly because of his drinking problem and his continuous adultery and they eventually did divorce to the dismay of the nation (Lucille called it her darkest day), although they remained friends. He apparently was really nice when he was sober but everyone knew to stay away from him if he was drunk. I think he was a raging alcoholic but I could be wrong about that. Lucille apparently had a famous temper as well but also considering everything she went through I think she was entitled. I forget what her exact reason was but Lucille, I'm assuming because of her husband but don't quote me on that, felt a little self-consciously threatened by the lady that played Ethel. She would have Ethel dressed down in comparison to her so she'd look better but eventually I think they had a genuine friendship and Lucille eventually stopped doing that. So that's something I guess. Although the lady that played Ethel and the guy that played Ethel's husband apparently kind of hated each other so it's kind of interesting to discover what some of the real-life dynamics were. Lucille and 'Ethel' eventually went on to work together on 'The Lucy Show' without the guys so I feel like that sort of speaks to they're friendship. I could be wrong, but I don't think there was even a in-show explanation for it, they just dropped the guys and did a show together which good for them honestly. I find it kind of hilarious though. That's sort of a brush-over of details though. Lucille did stuff in-between the shows, it wasn't just an immediate decision. She worked on a failed musical called 'Wildcat' and struggled with exhaustion at one point collapsing on stage. So there was definitely time that passed between both shows.



Janet Leigh (And Jamie Lee Curtis)

Janet Leigh (from Alfred Hitchcock's Psycho) is Jamie Lee Curtis's mom (Jaime Lee Curtis, while she is famous for a lot, she was one of the original Scream Queen/Final Girls). I guess where her mom got murdered in a shower, she gets to take out the killer (not literally, I just mean instead of being a movie murder victim she got to be a Final Girl). Which is the kind of horror movie trope growth that I'm here for.

Janet Leigh (Top)
Jamie Lee Curtis



Elizabeth Taylor

Elizabeth Taylor's mom at one point confronted Louis B. Mayer who was a notoriously imposing chief at MGM Studio's to get better roles for her after MGM (If I understood the documentary right, was starting getting stuck only doing small roles). According to Elizabeth Taylor he angrily responded 'Are you trying to tell me how to run my f***ing studio?!' She said (in a can-you-believe-it sort of tone) ' and foaming started around the edges of his mouth and he used words that I can promise you I had not heard until then, and since have become a favourite part of my vocabulary.' So she ended up responding to him 'Mr. Mayer, I want you to apologize to my mother right now, I am leaving your office and I am never going to come back in because I would love to go to school, to proms, to basketball games, football games, I don't give a damn if I ever act another day in my life.' She also said 'that I learned a rather cynical thing, I didn't get fired the next day and I realized I must have a intrinsic monetary value otherwise I would have been out on my fanny.' 
My favourite part was the fact that she was so 'can you believe it?' with her tone and then she momentarily paused her story to essentially say 'I learned words I'd never heard of, and now they are some of my personal favourites' before continuing on. It's one of those weird details I hyper-fixate on. That's pretty much this whole post though, the weird trivia details I get stuck on.


Katherine Hepburn

According to Jerry Adler, talking about Katherine Hepburn, 'a group of us were going to her house between a matinee and evening and she'd made some sort of shrimp thing I don't know what it was. Anyways, the car was full of us and so she sat in the trunk of the car while we drove over there' she kept telling them she'll be fine.
 

This isn't a particularly detailed post by any means, it's just weird random facts I found.




Sunday, 4 July 2021

A Slightly Messy Post Ft: Several Photoshoots And Hopefully Some Summer Vibes



Full disclosure, this project made me lose my mind a little. It's not what I set out to do, but I'm okay with that. This project was heavily inspired by the Florence and the Machine music video 'Rabbit Heart' (Raise it Up)






I felt my lungs inflate with the onrush of scenery- air, mountains, trees, people. And I thought, 'This is what it is to be happy.' -Sylvia Plath



It wasn't that Henry was less of himself in English. He was less of himself out loud. His native language was thought. -Raven King (Maggie Steifvater)


She recognized the strange happiness that came from loving something without knowing why you did, that strange happiness that was so big it sometimes felt like sadness -Maggie Steifvater (The Raven Cycle)


There is nothing like love to put blood
 back in a language, 
The difference between the beach and its
discrete rocks and shards, a hard 
cuneiform, and the tender cursive 
of waves; bone & liquid fishegg, desert
& saltmarsh, a green push
out of death. The vowels plump
again like lips or soaked fingers, and the fingers
themselves move around these 
softening pebbles as around skin. The sky's 
not vacant and over there but close 
against your eyes, molten, so near
you can taste it. It tastes of 
salt. What touches 
you is what you touch.

-Margaret Atwood 




Remember this feeling. This is the moment that you stop being the rabbit. - Nora Sakavic (The Foxhole court)


When you are in the middle of a story it isn't a story at all, but a confusion; a dark roaring, a blindness, a wreckage of shattered glass and splintered wood; like a house in a whirlwind, or else a boat crushed by the icebergs or swept over the rapids, and all aboard powerless to stop it. It's only afterwards that it becomes anything like a story at all. When you are telling it to yourself, or someone else. -Margaret Atwood


  A midnight scribble, a morning sigh, you watch the words, curl up and die. Madness lives inside your head, of poems lost, and pages dead. A mind possessed, by unmade books, unwritten lines on empty hooks. -Michael Faudet 



The best moments in reading are when you come across something- a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things- that you'd thought special, particular to you. And here it is, set down by someone else, a person you have never met, maybe someone even long dead. And it's as if a hand has come out and taken yours. -The History Boys



For what it's worth, it's never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you're proud of, and if you're not, I hope you have the strength to start over -F. Scott Fitzgerald




 

Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory- Dr. Suess



This was made through sheer spite against a certain stubborn breeze that kept blowing around tablecloths, the oppressive heat, and a butterfly that refused to stay put, among several other smaller inconveniences. In other words, I don't know what else I was expecting but I'm happy with how it worked out in the end.



















 

Monday, 28 June 2021

Running Wild In Impractical Outfits Tag


So I'm not sure if this exists or not already, but I'm trying my hand at creating a tag. Photos are from Pinterest. I might do this tag too at some point, but I'm probably going to take awhile so I thought I'd get it out there. I don't have an official header for this tag so I thought you guys could put a song, or a photo, or just leave it empty if you prefer.

The Rules I guess

- Put a link to my blog (Autumn Ink)
-Put a link to your post in the comments
(You don't have to, but I'd love to see your answers)
-Tag people if you want 
(this tag has me as it's creator, it was never going to be done well)
-Have fun with the tag and feel free to add things, change locations, or whatever you want.
-The outfits you choose can be from anywhere you like (movies, books, shows, real life, etc.) and they can be as practical or as impractical as you'd like. Choose with as much flagrant disregard for custom or rules as you choose.
-You have to bring a different fictional character of your choosing to each location



At the Beach (Or the Holiday House from the song 'the last great american dynasty- Taylor Swift')-


Car Wash-

University of Glasgow-


Abandoned Castle-

A Fictional Place of Your Choosing-

Picnic-

Summer Roadtrip-

In the Woods-

Dancing in the Rain-

Paris-

In a cottage with a garden-

Circus or Masquerade-

On the Moor (a tract of uncultivated upland)-

Fun Bonus Question-
It's the 20's (or some other era) and your husband's been mysteriously murdered. What's your outfit?

I Tag (if you guys want to do it)


Feel free to do the tag even if I haven't tagged you.

Saturday, 26 June 2021

There's Something Iconic About Pink And Yellow

 


5 Iconic Pink Outfits: (in no particular order)

1. Jackie Kennedy's Pink Suit


2. Marylin Monroe's pink dress (Gentleman Prefer Blondes)


3. The 'Pink's' jackets (Grease)


4. Marie Antoinette (Marie Antoinette 2006)


5. Audrey Hepburn's pink dress (Breakfast at Tiffany's) (I haven't officially watched this one to the end yet)




5 Iconic Yellow Outfits:

1. Clueless (1995)



2. Belle (Beauty and the Beast 1991)



3. The Bride (Kill Bill 2003) (I haven't seen this one yet either, but the outfit is really famous)




4. La La Land


5. Mirror Mirror



There's just something about pink and yellow. Especially blocks of pink or yellow. Something about these colours, particularly in an outfit, that make it iconic. Although that is true for most colours since blocks of colour usually grab our attention anyways, but I'm curious as to why these colours stick out so much. Maybe it's simply the fact that pink and yellow are very bright, showy, care-free colours and thus, they make an impression with all it's timeless simplicity. Maybe it's not any deep sort of answer except that pink and yellow are just fun colours. So many things have a deep meaning, or require some heavy thought that having the bright pop of it feels like a relief. It's pretty, so we enjoy it without worrying about it, because there are no consequences liking a colour. Maybe it's the contrast that appeals to us. Maybe there is a deeper answer in some cases. Maybe it's all of the above. It doesn't have to be one thing.

Common colour theory associations with yellow according to, alumni.sae.edu/2016/03/08/what-do-colors-mean-and-represent/: Yellow is a color associated with sun. It symbolizes optimism, energy, joy, happiness and friendship. It might also stand for intellect. On the contrary, yellow can indicate jealousy, betrayal, illness and danger

Pink is one of those colours that is usually seen as a very feminine colour. Sometimes pink has been associated with being weak, being girly, unable to take things seriously. A lot of people, myself included, seemed to go through the same 'against anything girly' thing because for whatever reason we thought that enjoying feminine things meant you couldn't be smart, or you were weak or whatever it was. At least as far as I went, I never cared if other people liked it, but I just didn't like it personally at the time. It seems silly to me now, but it's kind of nice to know that I wasn't the only one who had the same aversion to it at the time.

 And that goes for guys too, guys that liked pink were strange and obviously couldn't be manly at the same time. But now, despite the fact that throughout film history in particular we've clearly always loved pink and yellow, the general cultural view on pink (or yellow) seems to be that it's more of an empowering colour now. Pink is a colour to have fun with. Loving pink doesn't always equate to being silly or vapid anymore. Which again, there was never anything wrong with pink or yellow, and clearly a lot of people have always loved pink and yellow, it's just sometimes that's how it's been portrayed. Now movies like Clueless for example, took advantage of this stereotype by taking the (at first) seemingly spoiled, rich, dumb blonde girl who only liked to shop and wear (iconic btw) outfits by dressing her up, reveling in the femininity of it while also fleshing her out and showing that she was much more than a 2-dimensional mall-shopping teenager. 



Some (More or Less) Iconic Outfits that only have a touch of pink or yellow

1. Grace (Ready or Not)

2. Harley Quinn (Birds of Prey) 

3. Emma (Emma 2020) (Emma always has some yellow around her wherever she is)


4. Harry Styles

5. My Neighbor Totoro



6. Debora (Baby Driver)


So what do you guys think about pink and yellow? Like it, hate it? Why do you think it's so iconic? What's some of your favourite iconic outfits that have these colours? There's so many outfits I could have put in this post but I didn't. I've been wanting to do this post for awhile and a pink-suited vampire finally pushed me to get it done. I might go watch Pretty in Pink for the first time after this. It seems fitting.

Wednesday, 16 June 2021

A Spontaneous Post For A Couple Internet Comments That Made Me Happy


I had put A Cinderella Story on (for the first time in months) and short story shorter I read this comment on Dodie's Build A Problem- Complete Visual Album while I was watching it and the sheer joy I felt over the coincidence was incredible.



I was looking up Ready or Not on my local libraries website and I started looking at the reviews/comments on it. Most of the comments were the usual 'great movie, liked it, hated it...' that kind of thing. And then I found possibly my favourite comment ever. I have no idea why someone wrote it, why it's even here specifically, or anything, but I love it an inordinate amount.

Also keep in mind, Ready or Not is a Horror/Comedy in which the main character, Grace, gets married to a son of a big generational gaming family that got their wealth/power through incredibly nefarious means. Whenever someone new joins the family they have to pick a card from this deck to see what game they're going to play. It's sort of an initiation thing. Anyways Grace picks up the one bad card, 'Hide and Seek,' which means the family tries to kill her before dawn. What this library comment has to do with the movie I have no idea.


Boy Howdy do I have a story for you! I was out in the woods around 5 in the afternoon, cause it would be too dark if it was five in the morning in these particular woods, hiking around and I found somethin'. I found me a leprechaun. he had a furry had and was ridin' a horse and was swingin' his sword left and right through the air. Now I thought to myself I have got to get a picture of this but wouldn't you know it all I had on me was an a4 pencil and some damn fine construction paper. So I sat myself down one a nearby log and got to sketchin'. The leprechaun had not yet noticed me as I put pencil to paper. The look in his eyes belayed how much he truly cared for this god forsaken world, which was made readily apparent to me that he did not care for it at all. Soon the wind started to pick up and a low symphony of noises from the fauna that surrounded me broke the silence. That's when I knew I had found that greatest subject to draw in my life. I started to move my hand faster and faster as I created shades and cross-hatches across the page. NO-one would hold me back from creating my masterpiece. soon the blood was pumping, I could feel it run through me, carrying my will and my faith. The lines were being formed, the curves were breathed to life. I felt Dada and Buonaretti speak to me! I god damn-it my lead broke!

- (Theoretical_Onsie, 5 stars)


Also random, but does anyone happen to know what kind of bird (baby bird I guess) this is?


I found it while I was grabbing the mail a couple days ago. It's wing was injured and we did what we could for it but sadly it didn't make it overnight. It was adorable though and I'm curious what kind it was.

Tuesday, 15 June 2021

An Argument Against Redeeming Characters


First of all, I was very inspired by Skye's Loki post and Samantha's slightly click-baity title on her love triangle post. I've been wanting to do a post like this for awhile, but those two posts gave me the inspirational push I needed to finally get this done. I should mention that I do believe in redeeming characters (and a character redemption done right? absolutely fantastic), but hear me out. And obviously all of this is personal opinion and it's going to have flaws. Use or break the rules to your advantage however you want.

To start with, characters usually don't realize that they're characters. Generally, good or bad characters aren't going around trying to be 'good' or 'evil'. In fact, especially with evil characters in particular, they usually don't think they're that bad. Obviously there are exceptions to every rule, but when there's conscious decisions to make 'good' or 'evil' plans it's usually done as a comedic thing because it's an obvious caricature archetype. Think of the beginning of Megamind for example, Good guy vs Bad Guy, one is constantly plotting 'evil' the other is always ruining his plan and saving the day.

Part of the problem with redeeming characters (aside from the fact that we apparently have no idea what to do with characters once they have been redeemed except kill them off, because apparently you can only be one of the 'good ones' if you never intentionally did anything wrong *I'm definitely not bitter about anyone specific *coughs* Kylo Ren *coughs again*) is that it treats characters like a formula. Characters (unless you have a really good reason) should never be a formula. 'Look at that character, they're good now. Did you miss it? Let's play this again. they're good now. They show regret, they have the personality of a paper towel because paper towels equate to good, and they're also completely useless to everyone now. Isn't this fantastic? Guys, did you miss it?...'


I will argue that characters should never be thought of as characters, but as actual people because thinking of them as characters is already thinking about them as a list. Based on who this person is with their specific views and personality, how would they actually react to this situation? what would they do? Regardless of whether you think something is a good idea or not, what would this person actually do? Essentially what I'm saying is, don't try to make reasons for what they do, just let them do it. The reasons will be fairly obvious given the person's personality if it was in character. If they start making good decisions, that's great, but don't call attention to it. Some characters aren't even looking to be forgiven.

And redemption isn't a box that you can just put a character into. Look at this guy, he was bad but now he's good. Because no, to quote Series of Unfortunate Events, 'People aren't either wicked or noble, They're like chef salads, with good things and bad things chopped and mixed together in a vinaigrette of confusion and conflict.'

It's part of the reason why terrible people are such a tragedy, you can see so much potential, you see the good things in the person, and yet, they chose to waste who they are although obviously there's a lot more wrong with it. But it's why we're always kind of confused by who, for example, the 'murderer' is in a movie. 'But they're such a good (fill-in-blank), they always did this nice thing, they were always so respectful...' It's why a lot of the innocent things they did become so tainted and seem so much more horrific after that, because you left realizing that they weren't who you thought they were. And maybe some of the things they did were genuinely innocent, but that's where the chef salad thing comes in. However, just because they did something good doesn't mean they are a good person. Same with, just because a person is nice to you doesn't mean they respect you.

Again, people usually have reasons why they do the things they do, but they weren't always intending on getting the end result. I think it's pretty safe to say that addicts, as an example, weren't setting out to become an addict. And while I can't even comprehend the struggle that an actual addict goes through to get clean, the emotional process of trying to heal, both the good and the ugly, are very intrinsically human.


 We as people have our little victories (be they seen or unseen), we have doubts, I think humans are generally suspicious in our natures, we all have walls (be they things you just don't put all over the internet, or other things entirely), the things that make us happy, the things that we don't talk about, we all have our screw-ups, we all have our things that are very specific to each of us. We can be entirely different people, we don't always agree with each other but we're still here. And whether your trying to keep the peace, just doing what you can, or whatever it is, you don't know what the future holds. We as people are just trying to do whatever it is we're doing. We're not planning our over-arching character development, it happens along the way and sometimes you don't even realize you've changed until much later. You're a work in progress, regardless of what the result is.

This is not mine. I don't know who this
belongs to. I found it on Pinterest and 
all credit goes to the artist that made this.

And that's how it should be with characters. Regardless of who the character is, overall humans all have a similar nature. Now that can be messed with, there's characters like Sauron from The Lord Of The Rings, that were never meant to be complex and not every character has to be complex. And some guys, like Joker from The Dark Knight are just one of those men that wants to watch the world burn. So they'll try to burn it, and they'll enjoy it. It's not necessarily a statement (although he was trying to prove a point in the movie) but who he is. And his actions follow accordingly. Sometimes the best villains aren't that nuanced, they're just having out there having fun and while we don't condone it, we love it.

Humans are intrinsically emotional beings. Whether you are more of a logical person or not, we all have emotions. And that is something that can be exploited (in the best way) in media. You can make anyone care about anything if you give them some sort of emotional connection. It's why boring subjects can be enthralling if the person talking is passionate about it. You see what it means to them, and thus, in some small way, you care. You see a thing someone else would like and you're like 'hey, they would like this'. 

At the end of the day, everyone wants to be cared about, and to care about something. Whether the thing that they care about is good or bad doesn't really matter to the person that cares about it, they just care about it. We can care about characters but not condone their actions. We're proud of a character for making a good decision. And not everything is for everyone and that's okay. Making something that's for everyone isn't even something that's physically possible anyways. And sometimes you'll like something and you don't have an explanation (or you don't feel like explaining or justifying it) and that's also fine. Obviously there are lines, but I don't always need to explain where all the lines are. You guys get it. And that's my point, not everything needs to be said. 
People will do things because they care about something and they want to be understood.


If someone wants to do something badly enough, mostly likely they're going to do it. Will they always get what they were trying to get? Obviously not, but sometimes the thing that you ended up getting was far better than the thing you thought you wanted. Sometimes a character realizes that the thing that they wanted was terrible. And sometimes the character does get what they want and we're all proud of them. Personal growth isn't about getting thing the you wanted, it's a mental state.



 If a character wants to be better, they will attempt to be better. Are they going to become an entirely different person? No. Just because they work on fixing their toxic traits doesn't mean they don't have the same tendencies. (To clarify, there are some things that I can't get behind no matter what) It's a process. Did the character still do things in the past? Yes. And there is things that will happen because of that. If anything, that's perfect for plot. 

Even if a terrible person becomes better, they still have to live with the knowledge of what they did. Too often, we just kill them off because 'well now that they're good, how can they live with that? They'll just have to sacrifice themselves to make up for it'. Which is fine, but we do it so often, that it leaves me wondering if we even know how to let them live after that.

One real life example that I think about is Paul (formerly known as Saul) in the Bible. He killed a bunch of people, or at least was the reason why a lot of people were imprisoned, tortured, and all the rest of that. He mentions it several times. He justified the torture and murder of innocents, in fact he sought them out.  The funny thing that I find about him though is the fact that everyone seems to think of him as one of the greatest people in the New Testament. He went from murderer to a guy trying to help people save their souls. He sang in prison and he wasn't sitting there complaining the whole time. But I've always wondered how much of that was from guilt. Like how many times did he want to complain but he didn't because he was thinking about all the people he sent into this same situation and who held fast until the end? In his mind, how could he do any less? He thought of himself as forgiven, but he never thought that he was better than anyone else because of that. He still called himself the lowest of the low. And yet, what would we have done without Paul?

And sometimes villains can just become the weird uncle that everyone sorta mildly questions why they're there but they all pretty much just end up accepting it and that's fantastic too. Sometimes you shouldn't take things too seriously. It's a movie, you're allowed to have fun with it. You can justify a lot of things in a fictional setting that you would never in real life. 

So again, if a character is makes better decisions, that's great, but don't call it out. Let them be themselves. If they realize they're wrong, or they do something for someone else, or whatever it is, let them do it. But don't make a point of it if you can. We aren't here to redeem the characters, let them save themselves.


And afterwards, when they are are being better, don't forget who they are. They are still themselves. A better character doesn't mean that they're perfect, it means they're trying. A terrible character has already pushed lines, pretending that they won't cross those lines is disingenuous to the character. 

Don't redeem characters, if the character wants to, that's what they're going to do it anyways. Redemption can be an end goal, but it's really the stuff in between that matters. You don't have to follow the formula and save them, you don't need to excuse what they've done, and you don't need to pull plot-twists that make it so they never did the thing in the first place just so it isn't as bad. And you don't have to constantly be pointing out that they are trying to be better. Just let the character be and enjoy seeing where this particular story takes you. Because a story shouldn't be a formula, it's an experience.

So thank you for listening to my ted talk in which I didn't say half the points that I meant to, and what I did say doesn't even begin to cover it.